Hang over

So last night Miss C went to the club against her will and she know the only way that shell enjoy herself is if she got pissy drunk so that's what she did. Miss C was good in till she went to the bathroom. Like she went to the bathroom and when she came out she the club started spinning and all she wanted to do was sleep; so instead of her so called friends taking her home they stayed and partied and talked shit about her instead of trying to figure out what the happen because Miss C hadn't had a drink for about two hours before she got sick so she we know it couldn't have been the liquor or her just being drunk. So they went to leave when it was time for the club to go and they laughing and not paying no attention to her like what kind of friends does that. So everyone wakes up today and their mad at Miss C like oh you spilled my drinks and you almost lost my phone; shit Miss C was sick wasn't nothing she can really do about it you know. So the day goes on and Miss C like shes going back to sleep they get mad at that like little do everyone know Miss C is about done with this bullshit. Shes going to go the hell off and leave and go be with who ever she chooses to be with.

What If?

Miss C was texting Chill Boy earlier today talking about how their female cat Deja just had her babies and how bad Miss C wants one they so cute she had five three brown and two black and of course Miss C wants a brown one but any back on topic; Miss C decides to tell Chill Boy that she plans on having her first child rite after her 25th birthday and that he might have been right when he told her that she will be married by the age of 27. Chill Boy response to that was he know it and that he's been thinking about making Miss C his wife and his baby mother. Now this through Miss C for a very big loop only because the last time he said some crap like that they stop talking it wasn't all his fault Miss C had her own roles in it to if you'll do remember lol. Chill Boy is always saying stuff like that when A. their not around each other or B. they haven't seen each other for a long time. So she should have known it was coming. But here's the problem Miss C already has a "manfriend" who we will call the Marine and is talking to someone else who we will call Verizon. Now Verizon has wanted Miss C as long as they can remember and they tried to date a couple months ago but Miss c had some business to tend to so they split and now even though their apart Verizon want to be Miss C "manfriend". Miss C knows that Marine won't be her "manfriend" for long so he really don't count but she does know a couple of things that Verizon makes her happy but she doesn't find him sexually attractive; Chill boy makes her happy in every way possible but she knows sooner or later he or she is going to cheat on one other. Now she also knows that her and Chill Boy have the same mind set and it if your going to cheat be honest if and when you get caught and don't bring nothing home; they kind came to an understand about that Chill Boy says if they both know their going to cheat just be open about it and they should be swingers so at least their doing it right in front of each other. Miss C issues is plainly this what if she picks the wrong one?

Just Mayb

Today is march 29,2011 and Miss C has found herself in a little bit of a problem. Which isn't unknown when it comes to her. So she moved to a new place with new people and a friend who she love dearly like she would kill, die all that great stuff for but now she questioning if she will do the same for her. Once upon time there wouldn't have been no thinking about the answer Miss C would have automatically said yes but since times have change people have to. Miss C was told and promised alot of stuff before she got her and very little of it has actually happened. Miss C has come to realize that most people only care bout themselves even though they say they LOVE you as much as you do them . There is no way in hell someone can love you the way you them for real cause the only person who know how much someone really love someone is the person giving out the love not the person recieving it. People always think that love is measured by how much you do for them or what you give them but it's really measured by how you acted towards them and how you speak to them. I say that mainly because you can be a rich person, can afford anything you want and be married/dating; buy your spouse what ever they want but dont spend NOOOOOOOOOOOOO time with them at the end of the day is that truely love? Kids grow up wishing their parents spend more time with them instead of sending them presents. Time is always more vaulable then objects. Will since I went off topic lets get back on shall we; Miss C problem is should she be a women of her word and do as she said she would or should she treat others as they treat her. We all know Miss C is a big softy and believes that a persons word is all they have; so why is she thinking about breaking hers to prove a point. I think at the end of the day Miss C will live up to everything she says even though certain people dont derve it because it take more engery to get down to there level then to stay where you are and go higher as you learn more about yourselve and your situations.